The Diablo's Rant.Joe Marco 13 comments
I’m a fucking addict. I drive around thinking about witty status updates, as if my pseudo-philosophical nuggets mean anything, as if giving my self an inflated sense of ego is going to make anything change, as if such action will remove the angst and malaise that plagues me from time to time, because I think too fucking much.
My fucking i-phone is akin to some really fine cocaine, that if I could chop up and snort the fucking thing I probably would. I smoke, I do drugs, I watch porn, I drink, I cuss, I fuck and sometimes I might fight.
I covet, I have attachments, I have issues and a lot of things to say about a lot things, but mainly I dog on love and love on women. I keep to myself at times, I’m stubborn like a motherfucker and up until my thirties it took pulling teeth for me to ever ask for any help from anyone, even my best friends.
I’ve checked facebook from my phone while sitting at my laptop, I’ve driven drunk, and I text while I drive, but I don’t like to fuck in the car.
I’m too lazy to date, it costs too much money and getting to know new women is far too fucking exhausting to even make the effort for the hope of getting some sex at the end of the date even worth it. I don’t want to see women as sexual objects, I respect them far too much, but still long to have sex them.
I long to fall in love, but I also don’t want to die.
I believe that suffering is key to making art that stings and has an impact beyond it’s first impression.
I watch porn and smoke before I fall asleep, I wake up, have coffee, smoke some weed and always get shit done...like most of us I am a functional junkie.
I anger easy, but tend to breathe easy, I see things I don’t want too see and feel things I don’t want to feel...but I understand in the end it is best for me to experience what I need to experience....
at times caught in a forlorn state of mind that makes itself conducive to creative flashes that are solely supported by a staunch determination and very little money.
These are the musings of a drunken bastard. Fuck you if you judge me and fuck me if you like me.